Feel you
deep, deep inside of me,
to have fire in my eyes for you,
to desire you more than anything else,
to be willing to do ANYTHING just to be with you,
to be a Jesus Freak.

Do not prepare youselves for a rain of His power, His blessings, His love… prepare for deluge.

Isaiah 43:1-5 (New International Version)

But now, this is what the LORD says—
he who created you, O Jacob,
he who formed you, O Israel:
“Fear not, for I have redeemed you;
I have summoned you by name; you are mine.

2 When you pass through the waters,
I will be with you;
and when you pass through the rivers,
they will not sweep over you.
When you walk through the fire,
you will not be burned;
the flames will not set you ablaze.

3 For I am the LORD, your God,
the Holy One of Israel, your Savior;
I give Egypt for your ransom,
Cush and Seba in your stead.

4 Since you are precious and honored in my sight,
and because I love you,
I will give men in exchange for you,
and people in exchange for your life.

5 Do not be afraid, for I am with you;…

From The Inside Out

by Hillsong United

album: United We Stand (2006)

A thousand times I’ve failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I’m caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

You gotta be sure that what happens to you, will always be used as something good in God’s favor, so, honestly, i would highly recommend that when you’re going through hard times, focus on Him, ask Him: what do you want me to learn? What’s the point in all this? and believe me, He WILL answer, but you gotta be alert to His answers, sometimes you won’t like them, but if it comes from God, it’s always for good.

A hint: don’t try to fit in, try to be what He wants.

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Romans 12:2 (New International Version)

2Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.

it’s time, im ready now; im willing to open my eyes this time.

Nobody said it was easy, no one said it wouldn’t hurt, but i’ll be stronger, and whatever it takes, i’m willing to do it, im tired of feeling this way and besides, i’ve got nothing to lose, it’s better if i do it this way, you don’t have to understand me, it’s more than enough with me understanding myself, im only sure about something, He’s here, and He’s gonna be with me through it all, doesn’t matter if i feel like breaking down, i can do it, and He’s gonna be there to catch me, this I DO know, and i know that im gonna be okay after this is all over, but im just starting, so let’s get prepared, the ride is about to start.

Prepare for rain.

Matthew 19:26

26Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.
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This is something I choose to believe and I’m willing to give my everything to Him so that now, He can be my everything…

Ok, so I’m starting a blog, where I will probably upload poems, storys, experiences and more than anything, it will be my journal, I wanna write the way I feel about stuff, not just christian stuff, about everything, I might get into politics or more things, but I might just write a little about everything.